So, I havent been too constant with this blog, so I guess Ill have to rename it, and re do it in order to keep up with this.
I really have so much to share, so wait for the changes.
Monday, November 1, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
From the inside Out
FROM THE INSIDE OUT
Work for a living but don't live for work.
Proverbs 19:21 Many are the plans in a man's heart but it is the Lords purpose that prevails.
Every mature Christian has advice that could potentially change your life. Don't be too stubborn, impatient, or prideful to listen.
Proverbs 13:20 he who walks with the wise grows wise.
Life isn't a box of chocolates; work diligently though the bitter to get the chance to choose the sweet. Don't be bitter your whole life.
Proverbs 27:19 as water reflects a face, so a man's heart reflects the man.
Don't look at failure from the lazy perspective as an end. See it as one less wrong path to take, leaving you a greater chance at success.
Proverbs 9:9 Instruct a wise man and he will be wiser still, teach a righteous man and he will add to his learning.
Don't waste tears on those who are reckless with your heart.
Proverbs 12:18 reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing.
A love mate comes only once.
Proverbs 19:22 what a man desires is unfailing love.
How can you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.
Proverbs 14:19 A patient man has great understanding.
Faith is the single most valuable treasure on heart. Don't trade it for the majority's beliefs.
Proverbs 21:30 there Is no wisdom, on insight, no plan that can succeed again the Lord.
Look at sacrifice as the road to self-improvement.
Proverbs 21:21 he who pursues righteousness and love, finds life, prosperity and honor.
Morals are fixed shapes. Be careful not to break them trying to be flexible.
Proverbs 28:2 better a poor man whose walk is blameless than a rich man whose ways are perverse.
Lying to protect your self always backfires.
Proverbs 12:19 truthful lips endure forever, but a lying tongue lasts only a moment.
Once in a while, swap lives with someone you don't understand. In other words, take a walk in their shoes.
Proverbs 21:13 If a man shuts his ears to the cry of the poor; he too will cry and not be answered.
We've all been broken to the point where we thought we'd never rise again. Yet here we are, what does that tell you about your capability when you walk in the Lord??
Proverbs 14:30 a heart at peace gives life to the body.
Life is and ocean of opportunity. So don't spend it on the beach tanning.
Proverbs 16: 3 commit t the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed.
And doesn't matter what the diet books tells you… never EVER cut out your favorite food.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Someone
I want someone to hear me . to be afraid to breathe too loud cuz they dont wana miss a second of my heart. Someone who looks at me with passion and nothing less. He'll say "i'll treat you right baby" and I'll smile and beleive him with everything.
Arms I can fall into and just melt away wrapped in the closes gleams of perfections I've ever seen.
Someone who can challenge me and make me rack my brain a little.
Someone too keep me smiling, but yet can stand to see me upset.
Someone who can lay back in the sand and join me in re-imagining the world.
Someone who's inner true genuine goodness actually portrays through their lives in the way they act and treat people.
Someone who can say yeah its real babe. Someone who'd never let go and neither would I, and we wouldnt want to. Someone i can fly with. Someone who never weighs me down but always pulls me up.
Someone with goals. with drive. with energy. with their own ideas.
Someone creative. Someone who can teach me and be teachable.
He doesnt know it all..but will be cute and pretend, and present a good debate for me. :)
Someone I can grow with. Someone who will give me room to grow.
Someone who wont play games, someone who realizes life is too precious and its illogical to waste it. Someone who has his head on and his manly parts down. Who thinks with his heart. Who listens to his concious. I want a champion.
Someone better than the carelss stupid cleverless over hormonally driven lying jerks creeping around now a days (( no offense to the good ones i kno ur out there)) I just want someone who's worth it.
Who loves me for me..who sees me and knows who i am. Someone who can look further than a pretty face, a good butt or a nice pair of legs.
Someone who knows what real beauty is. Someone who posseses it.
Someone who loves God as much as I do or more, someone tha could inmerse himself in God and meet me there.
Is it too much to ask?
Does this Someone really exist? Am still waiting...
Sunset
Tomorow is the first day of my new life without you. tonight i ate that ice cream, I´ll listen to those sad songs, I may even cry a little. But after this sunset... its got a whole new meaning baby. the promise for a sun rise tomorow. Yeah i didnt think I had it in me. But I sat near our spot the other day, and the beautiful thing is ... I dreamed, I Imagined, I cultivated, I took in the details, Yeah I kinda even smiled. and i did it without you.
I let the sun melt away the pain, Yeah I thought I´d curse the sand, but I swizzled my toes in it instead. And it hit me. This type of heartbreak... it can either make or break a girl. But for me... its just made me even more determinated, never to be persuated from my goals and who I´m becoming. I wont let this tear me apart. Nope not this time. Life is too beautiful to go on hurting forever. Ya gotta let go. So now I wisper it to myself daily... in a crowd or in the dark. Ya gotta let go. Some things just arent meant to be... no matter how much you wish they could be.
I dont know what you see when you look at me anymore... but starting at sunrise.. it wont even matter... cuz I know what I see. Yeha it´s pretty exciting for me too. Yea today I heard your careless voice... and it gave me that bitter taste in my mouth, Yeah its become too familiar, It´s been there most of the day. But tomorow there will be a different taste in my mouth. The taste of courage and strength. the taste of perseverance and hope. To start my life without you darling. I wont regret us.Never. I learned so much from you. And If I think about you... well I´ll smile pretty big a I bet. I´ll remember the fun great times we had. the Love we shared.
I´ll make a wish that your happy and smiling too. But I´ll already know you will be :) you are going to do so well. So here´s to Fresh starts Darling.
Here´s to the love that killed you and is heartwrenching in its rawest form. Here´s to the loves that changes you. here´s to the love that breaks you. Here´s to the love that ,makes you pick yourself off the floor...a and learn new ways to love more. I wont regret loving you. It´s made me through breaking me. Here you go baby... here´s to your space, you have it now. your time is all yours, I truly hope you are content and whole with it. I know starting tomorow... I will be. Here´s to the next Sunset.
Thinking on a Beloved Friend Who Just ended a Relationship.
Here´s to you. Lis
I let the sun melt away the pain, Yeah I thought I´d curse the sand, but I swizzled my toes in it instead. And it hit me. This type of heartbreak... it can either make or break a girl. But for me... its just made me even more determinated, never to be persuated from my goals and who I´m becoming. I wont let this tear me apart. Nope not this time. Life is too beautiful to go on hurting forever. Ya gotta let go. So now I wisper it to myself daily... in a crowd or in the dark. Ya gotta let go. Some things just arent meant to be... no matter how much you wish they could be.
I dont know what you see when you look at me anymore... but starting at sunrise.. it wont even matter... cuz I know what I see. Yeha it´s pretty exciting for me too. Yea today I heard your careless voice... and it gave me that bitter taste in my mouth, Yeah its become too familiar, It´s been there most of the day. But tomorow there will be a different taste in my mouth. The taste of courage and strength. the taste of perseverance and hope. To start my life without you darling. I wont regret us.Never. I learned so much from you. And If I think about you... well I´ll smile pretty big a I bet. I´ll remember the fun great times we had. the Love we shared.
I´ll make a wish that your happy and smiling too. But I´ll already know you will be :) you are going to do so well. So here´s to Fresh starts Darling.
Here´s to the love that killed you and is heartwrenching in its rawest form. Here´s to the loves that changes you. here´s to the love that breaks you. Here´s to the love that ,makes you pick yourself off the floor...a and learn new ways to love more. I wont regret loving you. It´s made me through breaking me. Here you go baby... here´s to your space, you have it now. your time is all yours, I truly hope you are content and whole with it. I know starting tomorow... I will be. Here´s to the next Sunset.
Thinking on a Beloved Friend Who Just ended a Relationship.
Here´s to you. Lis
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Growing Up Hurts
New entry so today am stepping out of the story line and just share something that has been going on in my mind for a while.
So everyone Know that relationships are difficult all different type of them. Mother-father, parents- siblings, boyfriend –girlfriend, friendship.
There is where I wanted to reach, friendship. I do believe in friendship and that there are good people and good friends out there. That God created these special persons and put them into our lives with a purpose, and a mission. Some are for a season, some other for a lifetime.
I read the other day in proverbs ,it said that you don’t really know the friend that has not been tested, (promise ill research and find exactly where it is, and let you know.)
Now the reason why this passage did got my attention was actually because I had this situation, with one off my so called “best friends” I find out once again that the bible is always right, yeah I didn’t not know him, because the friendship was never tested.
It’s not like you have to put yourself into creepy bumpy situations on purpose, just to test your friend but, at least you should instead off just hanging out and having fun, take time to talk about valuable, and important stuff. Like how are you going to face the difficulties that you might face in the road.
Not really getting into details, of the situation I face, but I have to say that the so called problem was something I thought was ridiculous and out of my control, yet for my friend was a big deal, then his reaction was outrageous , hurtful and shocking to me. We end up not talking to each other for more than a month. Encounter feelings was stirred up inside me, and for a moment I was sad, ( ok that’s not true) I was sad and mad for a bit more longer than a moment ,actually it was like all that day long. Then, in my confusion and anger, I found the passage I mentioned before in the bible, it gave me a bit more peace, and make me start looking at thinks from a different angle. If this was not enough, just in case I didn’t get the picture very clear, that Sunday God spoke clearly to me when I went to church.
Preacher talk about how for years and years we pray and ask God to help us fix our life, to take away what’s in the way of a better relationship with him, to make us the men and women that he dreams of in the beginning, but as soon as something change in our life we start complaining and whining about it, and actually force things to be the way we want it.
As soon as God start changing things in our lives, and we don’t like it, or it don’t go according to Our plans, the first thing we say Is that, God is not hearing our prayers, and that the “Devil” is attacking us, and many other things.
Yet if we really look deep and close enough we will find, that he is actually taking us out of our control zone, and removing from our lives those persons that actually are slowing us down in the road. Those that have distract us from our goal, those that aren’t friends at all. And actually are just the rocks in our path. Don’t get me wrong they are people we usually love very much, but that aren’t giving anything valuable to our lives, and if we leave the love and appreciation we have for them, and put things on a balance we will agree that they aren’t bringing ANYTHING good to our lives, that they are like parasites, I thought that what the preacher was saying was a bit offensive, how is he going to call the people I love parasites? Then he started to describe the behavior of these persons, he said they we usually meet them and they are in need, people we actually want to help, then in the process they became our “friends” but instead of Me our you be the one who affect their lives , they end up affecting and changing ours.
They such out the essence of you, they take over your time, discourage you whenever you want to try something different, take a chance for God, do a mayor change in your live.
That’s when it started hitting me, hard in the face, he was right. I felt he was talking directly to me, he was describing my situation.
I have to be honest to myself, I didn’t like it. But I knew a change was needed, and am in a state in my life, where am just tired of losing my time, so I prayed and make a decision. I asked God to give me strength to accept his wild, and to help me to walk away from those persons that are slowing me down.
So I indeed walked away, I stop hanging out with “them”, am guilty of avoiding their company, and not in the business of returning their calls. Am not going to lie not all of it has been easy. Some days I miss their company, but I think this effort is worthy.
And I started to see the blessings of God, rewarding my obedience.
But I’ll tell you about that later. Thank you for reading.
So everyone Know that relationships are difficult all different type of them. Mother-father, parents- siblings, boyfriend –girlfriend, friendship.
There is where I wanted to reach, friendship. I do believe in friendship and that there are good people and good friends out there. That God created these special persons and put them into our lives with a purpose, and a mission. Some are for a season, some other for a lifetime.
I read the other day in proverbs ,it said that you don’t really know the friend that has not been tested, (promise ill research and find exactly where it is, and let you know.)
Now the reason why this passage did got my attention was actually because I had this situation, with one off my so called “best friends” I find out once again that the bible is always right, yeah I didn’t not know him, because the friendship was never tested.
It’s not like you have to put yourself into creepy bumpy situations on purpose, just to test your friend but, at least you should instead off just hanging out and having fun, take time to talk about valuable, and important stuff. Like how are you going to face the difficulties that you might face in the road.
Not really getting into details, of the situation I face, but I have to say that the so called problem was something I thought was ridiculous and out of my control, yet for my friend was a big deal, then his reaction was outrageous , hurtful and shocking to me. We end up not talking to each other for more than a month. Encounter feelings was stirred up inside me, and for a moment I was sad, ( ok that’s not true) I was sad and mad for a bit more longer than a moment ,actually it was like all that day long. Then, in my confusion and anger, I found the passage I mentioned before in the bible, it gave me a bit more peace, and make me start looking at thinks from a different angle. If this was not enough, just in case I didn’t get the picture very clear, that Sunday God spoke clearly to me when I went to church.
Preacher talk about how for years and years we pray and ask God to help us fix our life, to take away what’s in the way of a better relationship with him, to make us the men and women that he dreams of in the beginning, but as soon as something change in our life we start complaining and whining about it, and actually force things to be the way we want it.
As soon as God start changing things in our lives, and we don’t like it, or it don’t go according to Our plans, the first thing we say Is that, God is not hearing our prayers, and that the “Devil” is attacking us, and many other things.
Yet if we really look deep and close enough we will find, that he is actually taking us out of our control zone, and removing from our lives those persons that actually are slowing us down in the road. Those that have distract us from our goal, those that aren’t friends at all. And actually are just the rocks in our path. Don’t get me wrong they are people we usually love very much, but that aren’t giving anything valuable to our lives, and if we leave the love and appreciation we have for them, and put things on a balance we will agree that they aren’t bringing ANYTHING good to our lives, that they are like parasites, I thought that what the preacher was saying was a bit offensive, how is he going to call the people I love parasites? Then he started to describe the behavior of these persons, he said they we usually meet them and they are in need, people we actually want to help, then in the process they became our “friends” but instead of Me our you be the one who affect their lives , they end up affecting and changing ours.
They such out the essence of you, they take over your time, discourage you whenever you want to try something different, take a chance for God, do a mayor change in your live.
That’s when it started hitting me, hard in the face, he was right. I felt he was talking directly to me, he was describing my situation.
I have to be honest to myself, I didn’t like it. But I knew a change was needed, and am in a state in my life, where am just tired of losing my time, so I prayed and make a decision. I asked God to give me strength to accept his wild, and to help me to walk away from those persons that are slowing me down.
So I indeed walked away, I stop hanging out with “them”, am guilty of avoiding their company, and not in the business of returning their calls. Am not going to lie not all of it has been easy. Some days I miss their company, but I think this effort is worthy.
And I started to see the blessings of God, rewarding my obedience.
But I’ll tell you about that later. Thank you for reading.
Coming Home Tonigh
Just wanted to share these lyrics
Awesome song from Chris Rice
I've come to my senses
How did I get so far from home
The lies dissipating
Revealing I'm so alone
And I remember now how strong love can be
And I wonder how did I ever leave
Burn your fire on the altar
Leave a candle on the porch
I'm still too far away to see it
But I'm aching for its warmth
And I'm so tired and cold and dark and lonesome
But still I hear your song inside
So sing it louder if you want me home tonight
Sing it loud now, 'cause I'm comin' home tonight
This isn't the first time
I've wandered away from home before
So you'd have every reason
To slam and dead-bolt the door
And I remember now how strong your love can be
And I wonder how you might welcome me
Burn your fire on the altar
Leave a candle on the porch
I'm still too far away to see it
But I'm aching for its warmth
And I'm so tired and cold and dark and lonesome
But still I hear your song inside
So sing it louder if you want me home tonight
Sing it loud now, 'cause I'm comin' home tonight
Into your arms, to my back yard
Where I used to play
How I miss the days...
So burn your fire on the altar
Leave a candle on the porch
I'm still too far away to see it
But I'm aching for its warmth
And I'm so tired and cold and dark and lonesome
But still I hear your song inside
So sing it louder if you want me home tonight
Sing it loud now, 'cause I'm comin' home tonight
Awesome song from Chris Rice
I've come to my senses
How did I get so far from home
The lies dissipating
Revealing I'm so alone
And I remember now how strong love can be
And I wonder how did I ever leave
Burn your fire on the altar
Leave a candle on the porch
I'm still too far away to see it
But I'm aching for its warmth
And I'm so tired and cold and dark and lonesome
But still I hear your song inside
So sing it louder if you want me home tonight
Sing it loud now, 'cause I'm comin' home tonight
This isn't the first time
I've wandered away from home before
So you'd have every reason
To slam and dead-bolt the door
And I remember now how strong your love can be
And I wonder how you might welcome me
Burn your fire on the altar
Leave a candle on the porch
I'm still too far away to see it
But I'm aching for its warmth
And I'm so tired and cold and dark and lonesome
But still I hear your song inside
So sing it louder if you want me home tonight
Sing it loud now, 'cause I'm comin' home tonight
Into your arms, to my back yard
Where I used to play
How I miss the days...
So burn your fire on the altar
Leave a candle on the porch
I'm still too far away to see it
But I'm aching for its warmth
And I'm so tired and cold and dark and lonesome
But still I hear your song inside
So sing it louder if you want me home tonight
Sing it loud now, 'cause I'm comin' home tonight
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